my myspace profile song [dismantle.repair by anberlin] makes me wonder about thingss.the title realy makes me think.sometimes you have to be broken, to be fixed.sometimes you have to have yer heart dismantled,to learn what you need to learn [& be repaired]sometimes you have to stop being friends with someone,so you can learn to be seperate from eachother,andd then the friendship is repaired & better than before.i have no idea if this makes sense or not.:/
hmmm?
6/9/07
part twenty-four: step outside yerself
i think every day, we should all stop for a minute,and take a look at whats happening around us,and see some of what is going on in the rest of the world,not just our own little bubbles of it.haha.ive been doing that for a while.kindasorta.its where all my blogs come from.lol.just take a minute to see whats REALY going onin someone elses life.and try to understand how they truly feel.does that make any sense?
part twenty-three: real vs. fake
or original vs. poser.theres like 6 billion people in the world,you probably didnt come up with something before EVERYONE else.someone else is bound to have the same idea sometime.what gives us the right to look down on peoplebecause they're "fake"?and what gives us the right to distinguish them as"real" or "fake"?and if copying someone makes you a poser,then we're all posers.so if calling me "fake" makes you feel better about yerself,then thats sad. but if you honestly think im fake,i dont realy care.and if you have something to say about me,say it to my face please.but honestly, think whatever helps you sleep at night...
[ill add more later]
[ill add more later]
part twenty-two: caring
'Don't believe your friends when they ask you to be honest with them. All they really want is to be maintained in the good opinion they have of themselves.'-albert camus
i party agree with mr. camus. some people truly do want you to be honest with them, but other people dont.i think it depends on who yer talking to, and how truly honest yer willing to be with that person.when do you honestly care more about anyone,than you care about yerself?
that is the question.and if you have an answer,let me know. :]
i party agree with mr. camus. some people truly do want you to be honest with them, but other people dont.i think it depends on who yer talking to, and how truly honest yer willing to be with that person.when do you honestly care more about anyone,than you care about yerself?
that is the question.and if you have an answer,let me know. :]
part twenty-one: maturity
i'm only fourteen, so i shouldnt exactly be the one to tell you about maturity.i have fun being immature sometimes.:].its pretty great actually,andd im only fourteen.i dont exactly HAVE to grow up yet.but sometimes the immature things that people doREALLY bug me.
for instance:if yer gonna call me 425235 times,at 2:30 in the morning,from a restricted number,and not say anything when i answer the phone,just stop.i dont care who you are,or how you got my number,just stop calling me, or leave me a freaking voicemail!andd when i ask why yer calling me,dont just call me a bitch, k?give a good reason.yer not worth my minutes anyways.and if you wana talk shit about me,say it to my face,not to yer best friend,or to yer diary.tell me!andd from an unblocked number, please.
:]btww, i'd appreciate it if you dont give my number out. if they wanna know, tell them to ask me, or ask me if you can tell them. kthx.:]]]
for instance:if yer gonna call me 425235 times,at 2:30 in the morning,from a restricted number,and not say anything when i answer the phone,just stop.i dont care who you are,or how you got my number,just stop calling me, or leave me a freaking voicemail!andd when i ask why yer calling me,dont just call me a bitch, k?give a good reason.yer not worth my minutes anyways.and if you wana talk shit about me,say it to my face,not to yer best friend,or to yer diary.tell me!andd from an unblocked number, please.
:]btww, i'd appreciate it if you dont give my number out. if they wanna know, tell them to ask me, or ask me if you can tell them. kthx.:]]]
part twenty: the truth vs. the lies
if people are being stupid, and starting drama about yer best friend,what do you do?do you just automatically believe what that person told you,and turn on yer best friend?or do you ask yer friend their side of the story?dont always believe what you hear!people like to lie & start stuff.telling the truth might be alot harder in some situations,but its pretty much always the right thing to do.andd usually, lying gets you in alottt of trouble.i could say that i hate liars,and i've never lied in my life,but that would make me a realy big hypocrite.considering everything thats happened in my life,i've realized that telling truth is always the best thing to do,even if it hurts the person hearing it.and owning up to something is wayyy better than just lying about it.andd everyone lies sometimes.they might say they never do,but go look at their myspace for instance.their pictures may not be photoshopped,but dont you think that they took them from the best possible angle?thats kinda lyinggg.andd pretty much everyone does it.i'll always try to be as honest with you as i can,but sometimes its kinda hard.and usually, honesty REALY is the best policy.
afasfasfasf.we're human.we lie.we make mistakes.we talk crap about people.its what we do.but if we own up to it,it'll might make whatever you did a little less bad.who knows. its three in the morning,and i dont know what im talking about anymore.ill fix this later.:]
ilyy!
afasfasfasf.we're human.we lie.we make mistakes.we talk crap about people.its what we do.but if we own up to it,it'll might make whatever you did a little less bad.who knows. its three in the morning,and i dont know what im talking about anymore.ill fix this later.:]
ilyy!
part eighteen: appearance & materialism
i dont know exactly who i am or what i want to be,but im getting closer to figuring it out.the blogs of stephen/esteban christian have really made me think,and reevaluate everything i thought i knew about this world we live in.
i honestly dont care where i get my clothes.i used to, but now i realize that it's a pretty pointless thing to obsess over.i don't care as much about how i look either.im tired of living in a world based on appearance & materialism.i mean, sure i like to look "pretty"but i dont care about it as much as i used to.besides, why spend $12 dollars on a stick of eyeliner,when you could get one just as good for $1?andd in other countries,farmers get paid 2/3 of that to sell their daughter to sexual slavery.why do we buy things that are more expensive when we could buy things of the same caliber at a lower price? to prove that we're better than someone else because we can afford it?to rub it in the faces of the sick, starving children that we're better than them?i no longer understand that.i used to do that,but now i dont see the point.if you have all that money,buy the cheaper thing,and donate the money you saved to a charity.help someone else, rather than just being selfish.the eleven dollars you saved from buying the cheaper eyeliner could probably feed a starving family in another country for a month or more.how does that make you feel?
i honestly dont care where i get my clothes.i used to, but now i realize that it's a pretty pointless thing to obsess over.i don't care as much about how i look either.im tired of living in a world based on appearance & materialism.i mean, sure i like to look "pretty"but i dont care about it as much as i used to.besides, why spend $12 dollars on a stick of eyeliner,when you could get one just as good for $1?andd in other countries,farmers get paid 2/3 of that to sell their daughter to sexual slavery.why do we buy things that are more expensive when we could buy things of the same caliber at a lower price? to prove that we're better than someone else because we can afford it?to rub it in the faces of the sick, starving children that we're better than them?i no longer understand that.i used to do that,but now i dont see the point.if you have all that money,buy the cheaper thing,and donate the money you saved to a charity.help someone else, rather than just being selfish.the eleven dollars you saved from buying the cheaper eyeliner could probably feed a starving family in another country for a month or more.how does that make you feel?
part eighteen: stephen christian
i think everyone should know who he is. he doesn't just inspire me because he's the lead singer of anberlin [my favorite band]. he inspires me because of the way he thinks, the way he writes, and the way he sings. i love his music, not only because of his singing, but because of the honesty in the LYRICS! he inspires me to truly be myself, and not anyone else. he makes me think, and i love that. hes absolutely amazing. if you think i'm a good writer, you have got to read his blogs! they are absolutely incredible! im not even kidding you! go read them! they make me think about things that i normally woudnt even know about.
he inspires me to change the world!
stephen christian's blog
he inspires me to change the world!
stephen christian's blog
part seventeen: inspiration
in.spi.ra.tion [noun]
1. an aspiring or animating action or influence.
2. something inspired, as an idea.
3. a result of inspired activity.
4. a thing or person that inspires.
5. theology
a. a devine influence directly and immediately exerted upon the mind or soul.
b. the devine quality of the writings or words of a person so influenced.
6. the act of inspiring; quality or state of being inspired.
inspiration is everywhere.we find it in our experiences,our dreams,and everything in between.
so find someone or something that inspires you,and use it to keep you going in the right direction.
:]
1. an aspiring or animating action or influence.
2. something inspired, as an idea.
3. a result of inspired activity.
4. a thing or person that inspires.
5. theology
a. a devine influence directly and immediately exerted upon the mind or soul.
b. the devine quality of the writings or words of a person so influenced.
6. the act of inspiring; quality or state of being inspired.
inspiration is everywhere.we find it in our experiences,our dreams,and everything in between.
so find someone or something that inspires you,and use it to keep you going in the right direction.
:]
part sixteen: places
you know how when someone dies,after you've lived with them for a long time,how wherever you go in that place you think of everything that happened there?or if you get in a fight with one of yer parents,the longer that yer in the place it happened,the more you think about it,and the more you want to get out of that place?
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