part one: finding myself

hi. I'm heather. I'm fourteen years young.threes more to me than meets the eye.I like using big words because I actually know what they mean.I'm in the process of finding out who I really am.I don't want to be like the rest of the crowd. I'm learning to be the best person I can be.not with alcohol, drugs, or sex, but with my mind, body, heart & soul.it's a scary world out there.and in the end, all you have to save yourself from it is YOU.nobody is going to be around forever.you have to trust yourself, make the best choices you can, and hope for the best.some things you'll HAVE to decide on your own, and nobody can help you at all.so if you depend on your friends to get you through everything, what are you going to do when they're gone or can't help?