funtime (BATTLE 0F THE BANDS)

8.25.06

well ..
tonight was battle of the bands at funtime.
and it sucked.
there was jus alot of shit going on.
the line to get in was like a freaking mile long.
then none of my friends like ..
wanted to skate or anything.
it was jus a realy lonely night.
and everybody was jus like caught up in drama.
and it like ..
was realy ..
stupid.
i wish i had gone somewhere else instead.
oh and jon hicks told me that he would break up with kathy for me.
but i cant do that to her.
i realy cant.
so im not going to.
sorry jon.
i think i might like andres again.
but theres jus too much drama going on with him right now.
everythings jus fucked up right now.
i dont know what to do.

i wish i had a boyfriend right now.
to makeout and cuddle with.
that would like ..
make the night alright.
and jus make me feel better.
cause right now i feel like shit.
anddd its not a good feeling.
lol.

i just want to be loved.
is that too much to ask ?